A pain so profound and deep, I have felt you forever now.

You have looked at me silently from a corner, when I laughed,

thinking you are gone. You have sat with me when I mourned.

So real and still so illusive, you are part of my flesh and my eyes.

I felt you in my spine, and choked with a knot in my heart,

So much wished and prayed for you to flood down my cheeks,

And tenderly caressed you in a corner that no one else has been to.

A pain so deep, and profound, that I wonder if you are a pain anymore or not.