So much nakedness wherever I look and when I try to find you,

I see too much flesh and too much temptation here.

Do you hate me now that I have tasted so many?

Or do you pity me as you think I do not love anyone?

I too had an idea about love, saved my kisses for someone

But now after so many nights in strange beds pleasuring them

Do you smell me anymore in my body? You ask me if I will make you

Happy, I ask myself do I know what happiness is anymore.

It is just instant gratification may be, as I have not tasted bliss in so long.

Every time I undress myself, I still wear an overall on my self

So that no one can touch me deep inside and play with me.

It might sound so fake to you now, as I happily take these beds

But trust me my love, it breaks me as much as it disgusts you every day.