What is a one night stand, a perversion?

A lust fulfilled or an empty soul rotting?

If it is to make me happy why I crave more

From someone new always? Why every orgasm

I have to fake and distant from bliss these days?

What is a one night stand, an empty heart?

Trying too hard to reach out and failing always?

A disgust, a tremendous nausea fills my cells

When I smell so many in my bone and flesh.